A Drop Of Elixir ..........

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

Letting Go

Alright so this post is in the moment of self pity. Damned the song...it always triggers off the feeling. This--this feeling of not pain exactly, but it definately doesnt make me feel on top of the world. I mean, everywhere I go, im reading about pain and sad songs and well people breaking up all over the place. So I decided, why not put in my sob story too...and NO...i didn't break up exactly...well its a long story (like any 1 i've said has ever been 2 sentences thing...was always bad at preci writing)
Close friends would say I am romanticising the entire thing. Maybe I am too. I agree this aint love. Nope, no matter how much I would want to think that it is...it just isn't. But then why does it hurt so much...why can't I seem to grow out of it, why is that one song, that one guitar pluck enough to make me feel of him...think of him. And he was just a friend for God's sake!!!
Yeah now next comes the "it is coz u dont want to...."lecture...yeah i suppose I just don't want to. I don't want to let the feeling fade away. Still hoping he will come back, say he is sorry ( we were just good friends huh) and that he missed talking to me...secretly hoping he would read this post. Sigh...too much to ask

20 Comments:

  • At January 15, 2005 5:52 PM, Blogger rapunzel said…

    awwwww baby....we should talk sometime...we should,we should.

     
  • At January 15, 2005 10:23 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    !!Getta Lyf!!

     
  • At January 16, 2005 2:04 AM, Blogger Ekta said…

    Well...hey...remember...This too shall pass...!

     
  • At January 16, 2005 6:26 AM, Blogger Elixir said…

    princess: yeah we should...

    anon: is that u manu??!!?? if it is, ur a great 1 to talk *rolling eyes*

    Ekta : im not sure if i want it 2 :)

     
  • At January 16, 2005 7:10 AM, Blogger rapunzel said…

    LMAO@your reply to ekta. and i SO know what you mean by that!!actually, the solution is simple technically. i mean stop talking, flush outta system with new interests etc.etc. but then, if you've noticed, the technicalities just never STAY technical *sigh*

     
  • At January 17, 2005 4:23 AM, Blogger manuscrypts said…

    kinda think that it might be wise to scale down a few demands... apologise, miss, too many things at a time??..hehe... guys are generally cool people, but in relationships, we let the female take the initial steps... :).. seriously, take the first step, play to the ego, and then c... oops, i talked too much..lol

     
  • At January 17, 2005 5:01 AM, Blogger livinghigh said…

    that silly old 'just a frnd' just doesn't cut water, girl! secret crushes tend to be not too secret at the end - i suggest u take the opportunity to be clear n honest when u see him again!

    PS: that last entry abt the sandals was a nice lil gals' bitch fest wasn't it?! lol

     
  • At January 17, 2005 10:55 AM, Blogger Prashant said…

    hey.. nothing lasts forever... this wudnt either... so cheer up and smile.. btw, which song?

     
  • At January 17, 2005 12:19 PM, Blogger Elixir said…

    princess : :P

    manu, rahul : thankz 4 da gyaan on guys and their psyche

    prashant its da eagles number...love will keep us alive :)

    n yeah manu i need 2 get a life!!! *constipated look of self disgust!!!* (today in a better mood)

     
  • At January 17, 2005 3:45 PM, Blogger vipin kumar said…

    jezz...ships..i never imagined that you cud have that "cozy " feeling in the heart abt any one...i always imagined you as a gal...who just have crushes and then forgets them very easily.
    Welcome to my side of tunnel...:) but hopefully you wud go back and will "get a life" as some body pointed out.

    surprised a little,
    Vipin

     
  • At January 17, 2005 4:51 PM, Blogger rapunzel said…

    start seeing me.simple:p elixir, will you? let men be. and u can be sure i am not gonna harness myself thinking of prince:-O bet he's screwing half the women in his city.so what can a modern day princess do?? ditch him and have a drop of elixir instead :D cos none of the men in this generation are ever gonna be good enough. so come on "baybay".am gonna ROCK you :-O

     
  • At January 18, 2005 5:30 AM, Blogger Elixir said…

    vipin...sigh how da mighty have fallen ;)

    princess: yeah...da idea sure has some appeal (OMG... :O WAT M I SAYING!!!!!!)

     
  • At January 18, 2005 6:39 AM, Blogger Akshay said…

    got here through Rahul's(living high) blog and pleasantly suprised nice blog..
    Yes secret crushes ! take my advice spill the beans ..
    Trust me you'll feel better

     
  • At January 18, 2005 6:41 AM, Blogger Born Too Soon said…

    Letting anyone go can be and is difficult....

    Good friends.....I never though that way.....eww..

     
  • At January 18, 2005 7:07 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    oi 'shippi'

    plssssssss spare us!!.....v hav had an overdose of ur "crush-infatuation-love-depression-jus frens" phases!!!! ;).....n nw u hav got da whole world tryin to help u 'let go'!!....neways nice try ppl!!

    i hav failed terribly in helpin ship wid dis "prob" of hers (yeah ... i hav a stuntd growth in dese matrs ship...lolz :P)

    so ppl puhlease help her thru this n u wud be doin mankind a big ...BIG .. favour!!

    -pu.la. (ms. barbed tongue)

    PS: hey guys,..m single n available...jus pm me .... wudnt 'let-go' of u evr!! ;)

     
  • At January 18, 2005 2:08 PM, Blogger Elixir said…

    Akshay : thank u...ur blogsite doesnt open though

    Sushanth: :P

    and my dear purva...u never fail to rise to the occasion do u?? miss barbed tongue herself *rolling eyes*

     
  • At January 20, 2005 4:21 AM, Blogger The God Of Tall Things said…

    Hmmm ... never thought you could be so serious. I guess there are many shades to you than I know about.

    Love is a sweet poison
    You must taste once in your life
    Only few get an antidote
    Others in the pain sublime
    Lucky are those in their life
    Who stand with their true love beside
    There are others who wish to make this a reality in their eyes.

     
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