MultiFaceted

A daughter, a sis, a friend, a student, an acquaintance, a stranger...
These many and many more. No, not Multiple Personality, but multi-dimensional. more than height, width and depth. But also time and space and people and relationships and work...Nothing out of ordinary, just one among the many people who have so many roles to play. Each one so different from the other. And no role is common. Absodamnlutely nothing is common other than you. But you too assume different shades, different tints with different moods, different hues with different situations. When ever did I say things are simple? We are. Open and free like a book which can be read without a library card. But closed like the clam. No, I am not playing with words. Isn't that how we all are? Being what we are when we want to be.

Multifaceted. All of us. Then why the disguise? Why, I am who I am take me or leave me. Which one of you do we take anyways?? Besides, we all know it matters when people don't choose to take us as we are. Why even bother making people take a stand when we would want people to take a favourable stand. Being uncomplicated. Naah, who am i kidding. It aint easy to even be uncomplicated. Coz Fate won't want it that way. And even if it does...okie admitting-it never does!!

I cry. But when I do so in front of an acquaintance, he/she is surprised. I mean, COME ON NOW!!! when I am overwhelmed, I cry!!! And when I goof up in front of my nani, I get a mighty stern stare....*gaping mouth like a fish* Can't I be anything else than the same ol accha baccha??!!!??

It isn't fun to be one-dimentional. Being expected to play the role you are assigned to is bad enough. Doing it soo perfectly that u are called the ideal kid, student, friend is worse!!!!(so now u see Maa, why I am not da ideal kid like Mrs. D'souza's daughter) It isn't life if there is nothing eventful. A little extra, to remind yourself and others that you are not restricted to just that one character you play. Love, pain, anger, envy, success... people, pets, places, food...clothes, movies, junk jewellery??!!??..... Not living this would be like drinking soda without any fizz, we might as well drink plain water.

Routine.... is for the unimaginative and so is just one cut on the face of the gemstone!!!